Fortune Telling

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A packed sunday, and a busy week ahead.

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Sunday
Went prawning with bro from 3am - 6am.
Breakfast with parents at Bedok thereafter.
Went Bedok's Thai Buddhist Temple for a pray.
四马路's Buddhist Temple for normal prayers.
Went Hua's house with Fiona and Aloy.
Pressies from HK. Love it, esp the purple tee. Thanks babe!

Monday
Wild Wild Wet with the burgies.

Tuesday
Matriculation

Wednesday
Clubbing session with Darren and guys.
Anyone wanna join?

Thursday
Back to camp. Pink IC lo!
Modules bidding begins.

Friday
Dinner and Gathering with Hua and guys.
Will sms you u guys the venue and time. =)

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Anyway, went for the fortune telling as suggested by Mum. Did one at the Thai Temple for my studies and future. It was as said:

"You are very ambitious and planned well ahead, but yet, you devastated that you are still far away from your starting point. Rest assure everything will be fine, cause in time, things will be proved by your ability to achieve. Don't give up the present, cause its the stepping stone towards your future. In years time, with the aid of a benefactor (close kin of yours), you will reach your utimate goal, and even over it."

This is so accurate sia! I don't mean the successful part la, but about the I got a career plan but still far away from it, and how negative I felt. We even joked that the benefactor is my dad! Cause he forced me to study in Singapore for good. -_-" Hopefully is what the wishing buddha said ah. =)

Then went to Bugis for the normal prayers and qiu qian. This time round on love. It was ermmm, not so good one ah. As said:

"The whole place is burnt but with a lotus that is still surviving... ... ... (dunno how it continues)".

Went to read the book and found out that it meant that there are troubles and problems everywhere. Everything in the fire are burnt except a stalk of lotus. If it's on love, eventually I will still find the one, but with lot of obstacles and problems. Currently love situation will neither be a yes nor a no. If there is someone in mind, the person neither love nor have neutral feeling on me. Somewhere in between both. Benefactor will come in to save it all. *Eyes big big* Don't understand? I can't either. Let's see how things go bah!.

ShawnTay - Wild Wild Wet on a rainy day! Yeah! -_-"

I'm alone

For 15 years of studies, including the two years in kindergarden, today is the first day I felt so alone. I got no one besides me to talk to when attending the seminar talk, and is just not me to sit alone, quiet, listen to lectures. All the JC kids mingled and gathered around in their respective JCs. I saw one campmate and he introduced me to his Hwa Chong JC friends, and there was like 15 of them!! The camp onseekers remained in their OG groups (identity: FOS camp tees), and not forgetting those REAL science geeks that won't even know my existence. I felt worst when looking around, and remembering the camp days that I used to attend in the poly years. I am definitely more then just devastated to miss it out. And probably dued to that, I can't be a camp leader next year, cause I would have not know any seniors (as yet). ARMY to blame! Anyway, this whole seminar is tailored for JC kids, not for a poly baddie like me, so I decided to leave halfway to do my utra late medical check up even before Dean's arrival. Looking at the good side, I managed to spot some poly students during the QnA sessions. All thanks for the "informative" contents in the talk that they provided poly students with. It left us hanging in the air! The culture shock has began.

ShawnTay - Let me win the ballot for the 2nd Orientation camp please. God bless.

True Friendship

"We always thought;
We'd look back on our tears and laugh.
But we never thought;
We'd look back on our laughters and cry."

~ ShawnTay ~

BLAAFH

It's bold.

It's loud.

It's for the PLU.

It's for the pink market.

It's the 'in' thing this season.

It's BLAAFH!!!

Hmmmm, how shall I begin... BLAAFH is actually a local brand exclusively for the PLUs or rather the gays in Singapore. It's a online boutique kind of thingy, and opened by two real fit dudes (nice gays) and a babe, Leslie, Eddie, and Irene. Remember two years ago, I was having this stint as a fashion designer before enlisting? Yup, I worked with them in particular and come out with a few original designs myself... I thought it was out of production or something, until it popped out online recently. Do check them out here.

Their clothings are not really gayish and suitable for the straight guys, or rather the SNAGs and meterosexual too. I thought the blue stripped, white collar tee below is quite a good buy. Do check out on their website, yeah? And contact me if u guys into any of the apparels, or you can just buy them online. They are real nice and cool people to deal with.

Blue Stripped Shirt for a day by the beach.

My Design 1: Flower by e Side Army Green Tee

My Design 2: "The Art Of Love" Rooster Red Tee

My Design 3: I'm a lovely princess baby blue tee.

My Design 4: A green Pullover

Not by me, but this is lovely.

Korean Restaurant, Sentosa, Geylang Durian Feast, YueLao Temple

Weekend was well spent.

Fri nite was spent in a local Korean Restaurant. We were lucky enough to get a room for just the four of us. The food was fabulous, but left me with a bothering dry throat that lasted till next day. I presummed that the MSG was too much, whereby HK suggested otherwise. Anyway, it was a cosy way to spent a night with, esp if the clique was good. (And yes, I have officially joined back the LoOoSER Club.) The route to Arab street might seems long, but with them, I stated otherwise.

Sat was a tour guide sort of thingy. CC's taiwan friends visited Singapore, and invited us to go to Sentosa with them. HK , KG, Eve, and I, as well as CC's campmate, WeiJie had a great fun with the two taiwanese babes, though it was a rather cloudy day, and even CC's wallet was lost (some kind soul sent it to his house thou, but the money was gone)!!! Anyway, the photowhoring session was fun, and the durian feast was a great laughing out loud session. Durian was described as spring onion, heard of it before??? They are fun loving people to hang out with la. Do visit HongKiat's or Eve's blogs for the pics once they uploaded. There are more then 200 pics!!!

Sunday was a day spent playing chess with Uncle Zhou, before meeting Jun on Monday to go to Yueh Hai Ching Temple whereby Lord Yue Lao is located at. The temple is one of the oldest temples in Singapore, which was built back in the 1820s by mainly sailors and traders from China to seek the god's help for safety on the rough seas. Today, it is a meeting place for the Teochew community (I'm a teochew!!!), as well as historical site for the tourists. Shopping and movie followed thereafter, as well as a burnt in the pocket. Anyway is a monday not that blue, and we only spent six dollars for a movie tix... =) Side note, Pirates oF e Carribean is disappointing, but Johnny Depp is still so charismatic. I will wait for part three... *giggles*

ShawnTay - I slept through the whole of Tues - 1100pm to 0545pm (18 hours and 45 mins).

The pork that goes well with rice.

The steamboat with meat, meat and meat.

Photowhoring

The group shot!

I'm a Gentleman

The Gentleman
Deliberate Gentle Love Master
(DGLMm)

Steady & mature. You are The Gentleman.

For anyone looking for an even-keeled, considerate lover, you're their man. You're sophisticated. You know what you want both in a relationship and outside of it. You have a substantial romantic side, and you're experienced enough sexually to handle yourself in that arena, too. Your future relationships will be long-lasting; you're classic "marrying material," a prize in the eyes of many.

It's possible that behind it all, you're a bit of a male slut. Your best friends know that in relationships you're fundamentally sex-driven. You're a safe, reliable guy, who does get laid. In a lot of ways, you're like a well-worn, comfortable pair of socks. Did you ever jack off into one of those? All the time.

Your ideal mate is NOT a nut-job. She is giving and loving, like you, but also experienced. Avoid the The Battleaxe at all fucking costs. CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, someone just like you.

Take your test here.

Side Effect after 26 hours of Sleep = 闲着没事做

Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Anyone you're thinking of, in no order. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people. Absolutely NO cheating and switching positions on the list, either! READY, START!

1. MeiHua
2. Junyu
3. GuoLiang
4. WeiHao
5. Darren
6. KokGuan
7. Kris
8. BaoLian
9. Audrey
10. Eugene
11. Mike
12. Adam
13. Vincent

THE QUESTIONS:

1. How did you meet 2? Junyu
Well, through a pretty regimental CCA - NPCC. And same class in Sec 3 and 4.

2. What would you do if you NEVER met 6? KokGuan
I probably won’t be so humsup (lecherous). *grins*

3. What would you do if 2 and 9 dated? Junyu and Audrey
Oh please, Audrey the queen! Spare my buddy…

4. Did you ever like 8? BaoLian
Ermmm, this is tricky. I should have changed the name list. But I gamed for this... Yes, but it never worked out and I’m looking forward. =)

5. Would 1 and 5 be a good couple? MeiHua and Darren
Haha, they definitely will! Too bad Hua is not long haired nor has the figure of Jessica Alba... And to her, Darren is never considered a smart guy towards love… What a waste!

6. Is number 11 gay/lesbian? Mike
Haha, if the number increase by one, I would probably say yes... Adam is damn gorgeous can! Mike is cute thou, with a stable job, good income, has the height, and piles of money in his bank. Any gal wanna know him?

7. Would you tell secrets to 5? Darren
Of course! He’s a bro to me! But probably, is more of him to me.

9. Do you know any of 1's family members? MeiHua
Her father sells BBQ foods at Alexandra and her mum loves me. His brother is my cousin’s son’s sec friend, and enlists to army this Oct. What do u think? !

10. What's 10's favorite color? Eugene
The color of the bras the lady he loves. He got this irresistible temptation towards gals with black bras. I told him baby blue is sweet thou… =P

11. What would you do if 9 confessed he/she liked you? Audrey
Nah! Elva Hsiao looked alike would never say that to me! Haha. NEVER!

12. What language does 3 speak? GuoLiang
English and mandarin. I suppose his German sucks. We learnt Basic Converstional German together.

13. Who is 9 going out with? Audrey
Junfeng, her horny vampire…

14. What grade is 12 in? Adam
'A' Level. SMU undergraduate to be next year…

15.when did you last see 7? Kris
Few hundred years ago as discussed with Hua yesterday!!!

16. What is 5's favorite band? Darren
S.H.E?

17. Would you ever date 3? GuoLiang
He’s a gay, but not hot enough for me… Does la kopi counts?

18. Is 1 hot? MeiHua
Yeah! she's a hottie!

19. Is 12 single? Adam
Single. Any girls wanna hook him up? Best-looking guy on my list, but he’s only 20.

20. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 1? MeiHua
We had been having a serious friendship that kept us ongoing for 5 years! BGR?! Nah, never…. Probably I would say is incest if it happens…

21. Where does 8 go to school? BaoLian
Currently in NTU.

22. What's 4's best physical feature? WeiHao
His puppy eyes and chubby cheeks are charming.

23. Are number 7 & 8 best friends? Kris and BaoLian
Never. Remembering those outings, I think they probably can’t click.

4. Is 8 a girl or boy? BaoLian
A girl. Sweet one.

25. Who is 5 in love with? Darren
Opps, must I say…?!
Please, I can’t…
I really can’t..........
Don't force me!!!
MeiHua’s close friend, if that was the last.

26. What is your last memory of 7? Kris
I chauffeured him back with his 25kg worth of soft drinks and tidbits. And nope, he’s not my girlfriend.

27. Have you ever hooked up with 4? WeiHao
Haha, I used to tell the burgies. If I am a girl, I will fall for him among us 4.

28. What is the funniest memory of 8? BaoLian
YEP dazes. The 45 mins “to and fore” walk from girl’s bunk to boy’s bunk with her and Hua, just to carry some utensils and pandan leaves. And the water war game against Hua on Darren and Alo on Poh Soo at the beach... We won!

29. What is your relationship with 6? KokGuan
A good friend. Poly year 1 first and best clique. I call him brother now.

30. How old is 13? Vincent
22 years old boy from St Patrick.

31. How close are you with 1? MeiHua
A girl who knows me inside out.

32. Would you sleep with 12? Adam
Did I ever mention he has a nice body?
Nah! He’s too hot!

33. What is your favorite memory with 3? GuoLiang
Too many to mention… Counting from Pri 5 till now…
Probably the days in National Cancer Center?!

34.Who's 11 best friends with? Mike
I seriously don’t know.
Those in camp are probably Bernard, Adam, Jesmond, and me…

35. What's your favorite thing about 2? Junyu
Someone who I can vent my anger on.
And we shared many dark secrets along Chinatown…

ShawnTay - Done! If friday QET is as simple... *cheeky smile*

Ready? On your mark... Get set....

Today marks the start of a short holiday before stepping into a new phase of life. That dreadful life sciences undergraduate course commences at NUS in 3 weeks time for 4 fucking long years!!! I was telling MeiHua that I was having this withdrawn sypmtoms that god knows why. And I decided to forgo the exemption tests on Organic Chem, BioChem, and Genetics. Only geeks / saints can survive through the tests, the As I scored in poly are probably just flops. Two years in army has brainwashed my brain, and replaced those biological terms with 'fuck', 'cb', 'suck cock', "kanna arrowed". And my fav line goes to 'lan jiaoooooo'. Yeps, dragged the 'ao' behind, and accompany it with 'cb laaaaaa', it sounds way better then deoxyribonucleic acid(?!?!) .

Anyways, I contradicted myself at times with the mini NP gatherings and army mate gatherings that could be held at NTU regularly if I chose the latter... None of my close friends study in NUS, but are at NTU instead... And since I chose my path, just be it. The thoughts of having lunch with the poly cliques, tea sessions with the burgies, and talk cock sing songs with Vincent, Ben and guys are really tempting thou.

And, the Aussie Dream... *sigh* Going to parties with Eugene at Canberra and drink till we get high, smoke grass till we reach paradise, and have some karma sessions with the bitches out there sounds real cool... Going fising on the weekends and catch yabbies at the coast with Roderick at South Australia sounds relax and fun... Getting a part time job and work till we die in Melbourne with HongKiat isn't a bad choice either. But. My Aussie Dream is drifting away. I doubt my family "financial status" can be returned to the norm in three weeks time.

So, tata, since fate has already decided for me... A 22 years old haggard old man will use all his mights and powers to compete with his fellow coursemates - the didi and meimei and fight for a place to do honours in 3 years time.

Bachelor of Science (Life Sciences) with honours, Major in Cell and Molecular Biology, Minor in Business. A certicate that I would wish to hold in 4 years time... We shall see... =)

ShawnTay - And now, that Qualifying Engish Test on fri... -_-" *shrugs*

Never Right

I was wrong;
My phone bill was slightly high.
Only superstars made so many calls,
I'm acting like one.

I was wrong;
I went out late at night.
Only beyond controlled kids went out late,
And I took drugs in the back alley.

I was wrong;
I was sleeping in the afternoon.
Only time wasters sleep in the afternoon.
Good kids go fuck around.

I was wrong;
I wanted to stay in uni hall.
Only kids with family problems stay in hall,
I stay at home.

I was wrong;
I wanted to go for a holiday.
Only ppl who got a job goes for holiday,
My savings in bank are for medical bills if any.

I was wrong;
I went clubbed.
Only bastards go clubbing,
I'm a geek. Science geek.

ShawnTay - I'm never right.

Smiles

Have a great smile today. =)

Aussie Bum

I missed that big guy!

Received a sms from Eugene who reached Canberra.

For the next two and a half years,

Kangeroo, Koala bears, beach babes will be accompanying him.

Oh man, I'm jealous.

ShawnTay - That rich kid!

Rhythm of Life

Finally.

I feel the rhythm of my life;

Controlled by my own beats.

ShawnTay - Life within control

An Ideal Date

I feel like falling in love these few days, after seeing Bernard so in love with his NiuNiu, Sean and his marriage proposal to Winnie, JingFen surprised me about her love with my old sec sch friend - Jianxiong, and Edwin, after adding him in friendster, discovered he was sweetly in love with my another sec school friend - SiHui. How could life be so sweet that soon it would be diabetics... I'm not sour graping away, but just thought they are painfully too sweet. =)

Just came back from a rather inspirational chat session with Eugene. A tiramisu, a green tea cheesecake, two big guys and their cuppas, is a gayish idea to be heard and found in the middle of an italian style cafe, surrounded by couples. Rest assured we are straight men, Eugene got a fiancee, and I'm only into girls, best with big boobs and tits... Bear in mind, I have girls killing cockroach fetisH!

Maybe that's the side effect - for writing unusually, from getting approached by a gay from nowhere, but in the midst of drinking my coffee black. Perhaps I should revise my actions in public, or dress style, or wateva. I just felt that the gay has no sense at all, to approach someone like me, who he named as someone cute (*vomit*) instead of any muscular hunks on the street. *Shrugs*

Sorry, I sidetracked. Anyway the chat went on about the ideal date, whereby Eugene had descibed, and he has had his with his fiancee. A romantic dinner in a posh restaurant, a drive to beach, a soul-to-soul talk, and then sex in a grand hotel room. How lame could that be. At least, I thought that the soul-to-soul talk was a good one. =) And so, I slowly narrates to him, my ideal date will be:

A getaway to somewhere afar,
With just the two of us.
Followed by a drive through along the countryside;
In a rented classic pink beatle.
Singing "You are beautiful" by James Blunt;
As wild flowers filled along the roadside.
Together we reached an italian cafe for lunch,
Cuppas, overbaked pastas, and tiramisu filled our stomach,
And red wine to accompany it all.
Then off we go to the Amusement Park,
Where we have funs with the roller coaster and Pirates' Boat,
A way to reminisce our childhood memories I supposed.
We proceed on to the mountain top
Whereby we share the inner parts of our hearts,
A secret between you, me and the mountain top.
We ended the day in a romantic restaurant,
Whereby she wore a simple white princess dress,
As I followed her with a simple black suit.
Another heart to heart session about everything under the sky,
And the future we strongly agreed to fulfill together.

That's my ideal date.

Dreamy yeah?! I was fucked by Eugene for being so naive and crazy, as I narrated by ideal date since 13 to him. *Laughs* Well, I make sure is gonna happens when the real one comes. Hmmmm, maybe not so exaggerated, but something close to it will do. =)

He said I hua chi.
I agreed but bited back.
He wasn't any better in front of his fiancee.

We are fated to be killed in the hands of our love.

ShawnTay - I haven't found the one yet. Some girl out there, kill me please!

People Changes

Weather changes, environment changes, people changes too. Some homo sapiens change for good as they aged. This kind of people tends to gain confidence at the click of the time clock, and become happier over time. But do they really appreciate their lives when they have lost their basic human attributes? There are some others, whereby mishaps happened to them over the years. Hence, they become demoralized, and lost the ability to love and their lives are full of hates. Will they be able to walk out the window? It would have to depend on individuals. Those who happen to walk out would step into a new stage of life. Those who never, would have stay in their misery and grieve over their pasts forever. There are some others who I detest the most. Their lives are pretty good, and yet they choose to grumble and nitpick about their own lives, but never find ways to resolve the problems. If all people in the world change for the good, maybe life would have been much uninteresting…

ShawnTay - I lead a simple life.

Superman Returns

Watched a flick, Superman Returns on fri with the Burgies. Brandon Routh (Clark Kent, superman!) was indeed well built, and forever that heroic look as expected. This 154 mintues flick sure has its boring scenes, or perhaps I was too tired that I closed my eyes a couple of times. Anyway, the guy that touched me in the show wasn't superman himself, but Richard White, Lois Lane's husband , played by James Marsden. Though he knew that Lois Lane still loves Clark Kent, and Jason was Superman's son, he still loves them wholeheartedly, and managed to save them, with the helo of Superman when they are trapped in a sea, using his human's atrributes and abilities. Overall, the show is too much of a love story then action packed, but still, since its superman, is a must watch film!!!

Went for pratas and teh tariks at River Valley after the show, and walked from Great World to Holland Village for digestion before calling it a day. See, this is how bored it can be when three single men are together. Haha, anyway its a good fri nite well spent.

ShawnTay - LOOK, its a bird! NO, its a plane! NO, ITS SUPERMAN!!!

CHOICES

As I read through what Hk and Kg wrote in their blogs, I felt a tingle in my heart. Life is so much about making choices. Yet, choices are made due to so many influencing factors. There has been a saying, "Do things accordingly to our heart..." If everyone really follow their hearts as they make choices, perhaps life would have be much simple. And I, choose to make choices to be accepted by the society and to gain recognition from family, ending myself up in this safe but uninteresting state.

ShawnTay - Life is not just about following your dreams...

PiSSeD oFF!!

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I'm pissed off... Wonder why such peeps are still hired???

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ShawnTay - I'm not officially a student yet!?!

Irene's and Paul's BDae Celebration at Loof, dated 260606

HonG KiaT and I

MeiHua and Irene

One Sided Love

July arrived. Two years passed.
Army's ending. School's starting.
The same but rusty one-sided love;
Should have come to a stop.

Stopping, as easy as said;
Is never a simple task.
The same but difficult one-sided love;
Should have come to an end.

She missed him, I missed her;
Is always a cycle.
The same but tired one-sided love;
Should have a conclusion.

A month more to school starts;
New exposure, new life.
The same but old one-sided love;
Will come to its end.

ShawnTay - Ended

The Game of Clubbing

Yeah, Germany won!!! Though I felt that Argentina was way better yesterday... Nonetheless, it was still a great match. Club Momo is really trying all means to grab her customers, by having all the free entries and promotions. I guessed MOS, Zouk and theButterFactory have really a great impact on her.

Jun and I didn't went theButterFactory yesterday cause we were underaged!!! The age limit was 23. So after ditching Hua and group (Jun insisted not to try smuggling in), the two of us went Momo to grab some cheap drinks and watch the match.

After the match, we entered the dancefloor cause the music was real good, and Jun really need to dance to stay sober (oops!). 2 cups of Vodka Orange and a cup of Vodka Ribena really has the minimum effect on me that I danced like a robot... I was never a dancer ok?!

Perhaps staying single for too long, or slowly entering adulthood, I have my attempts on the "Game of Clubbing" yesterday while I 'm still sober with a bareback girl, the ba ba ah lian with good dress sense and the dance dance revolution black top woman. *Laughs* But I was too much of a cowardice to do anything much. Jun was much a better gamer, he can actually differentiate which girls can be gamed with, which ones can't. Nonetheless, it was yet another two person clubbing session I enjoyed. And I saw Jasmine with some Angmohs. *cheeky smile* Anyway the "Game of Clubbing" will stopped once the lights are on, whereby everyone came back to life and faced reality, whereby everything went back to norm and things remains the same, so that's no point either... =)

We walked to MOS entrance to "smell" the presence of Hua, Ting and Jamie thereafter, before having a 20 mins draggy and tiring walk from Roberson Quay to River Valley Road at Great World for some pratas and teh tariks. I have some abrasions in the process. And the most classic part was I spilled a cup of teh tarik onto a malay guy's botak head and his gf's body, concentrated on her top, at the breasts area. She was wearing white -_-" . Jun had a great laugh while I was damn embrassed la! We had a great laugh in the cabbie, whereby I got a feeling that the taxi driver thought we were some manic-disordered patients... I ended the day at 5am, sleeping soundly on my comfy bed and Miss BoBo (my bolster)...

ShawnTay - I'm happy these days. I hope it will last.