某年某天某地

　　女孩说，她和她喜欢的人现在不能一起，她希望某年某天。他们可以在某地重新开始。

　　真的可以吗？

　　我们说某年某天某地的时候，总是怀抱着一个希望，同时也有点绝望，如果现在可以，何须等到某年某天？

　　某年某天是什么时候，谁又知道？有时候，时间对了，地点却不对；地点对了, 时间却不对；时间和地点都对了，心情却不对。

　　现在不自由，她只能寄望某年某天在某地跟他再开始。也许，当他自由了。她却不自由；当她自由了，又轮到他不自由。当他和她都自由了，他们却在两个不同的地方，没有遇上。地点对了，他和她都自由，可是，那时他们都变了。

　　他们不是说过“某年某天某地”的吗？原来那是绝望时候的一星火光。我爱你, 我深深相信我们的缘分未尽，某年某天某地，我们会再遇，你要好好的生活……我们含泪道别，努力活下去，迎接重逢的一刻。

　　可惜，所有的重逢，都是想像比现实美丽的。

　　期待重逢的两个人，已经各自爱上另一个人。直到某年某天，他们在某地相遇, 才想起某年某天，他们曾经有一个约定。

Shawn Tay - 某年某天某地, 我爱你?!

等候适当的时光再遇

有时候，买了一本书或者一张唱片回家，唱片听过一次之后，不怎么喜欢，于是长久放在抽屉里。那本书，翻过几页之后，就一直放在一旁。

　　 过了很久之后，你在书架上偶尔发现这本书，一看之下，竟有相逢恨晚的感觉，这么好的书，为何你忘记它的存在？如果早一点看到，你的境界也许都会跟现在不一样。

然后，某年某天，你打开抽屉，无意中看到那张只听过一次的唱片，你再次把它播出来，那动人的旋律和歌词竟使你震撼，原来你一直错过这么好的歌。那时为什么会不喜欢呢？

　　 每个人总会有一、两本忘记了的书或一张没印象的唱片，时光流逝。偶然再会，才懊悔自己错过了一本好书，遗忘了一首好歌。

也许，那不是遗忘，而是时间不对。第一次听那张唱片的时候，它不能触动你心灵，因为大家心境不同。那本书无法让你惊艳，只因为当时你还没有那种领悟。

游走在我们身边的人，也许都在等候一种领悟，等候适当的时光再遇，时间对了，你便会爱上他，幸好，你们今生还是遇上了。

Shawn Tay - Something nice... http://www.wensou.com/a31.htm

BOXing Day, SHOPping Trip, B'DAE Celebration

Birthday Celebration for the four of us at Goodswood Park Hotel (Hao: 15th, Jun: 28th, Me: 29th and GL: 6th Jan) was an enjoyable one... The food was damn marvellous... The oysters were fresh, much better then those from Parizz... I guessed it wasn't local breeded, that's explained its small size... But it tasted REAL good! Audrey, u should taste it... It slimey and juicy, not like those from Parizz... You won't vommit! It was orgasmic!!!

And the Durian log cake was another good stuff recommended... Selling at $50 for 1KG, and the four of us ate 3/4 of it all... Definetely worthwhile for the money! Haha! Of course the rest like Chicken soup, Goose Liver paste, Mushsroom Pasta, Traditional Baked Turkey, all tasted wonderfully nice... I was too busy enjoying them instead of taking pictures... =) Oh yah, their ice cream were from "movenpick"... So u guys can imagine how many scoops I took?! (Rating: 4/5)

Before that was a shopping trip at Orchard for CNY... Didn't see nor buy anything much.. Cause most of the Post X'mas Sales are Autumn/Winter designs... Waiting anxiously for the Spring/Summer apparels to come quick!

Though so, that two buggers - WeiHao and GuoLiang, each got a pair of ALDO shoes, costing at $209 and $189 respectively, giving a lame resaon that it was on sales!!! Even though I do agreed that a guy should own a good pair of shoes, something more then $200 is really over my budget... =( Therefore, Junyu and I can only be onlookers as the two rich men sons got their new footwears... Sigh! AgrhhH! I wanna my Birkenstock too! *Pray to god, let me strike TOTO and may CNY hongbao money come quickly!* Cause I wanna that new handphone of GuoLiang and that Canon SD30 Rockstar Red camera!! *2 slaps for e fashion and technology slave - Shawn, e Burgie Fatty!*

Besides that, we also set aside a date for our SPA package as well as discussions about the trip to Taiwan next year... I'm looking sooooooooo forward to YEAR 2006!!!

Shawn Tay - 2006, 2006, 2006! Here I come!

Note: I'm just on a consumer point of view judging Parizz and Goodswood Park Hotel. And I preferred the latter.

On the way to meet them... Ge Ge driving, Fatty act cute - ing...

TopShop don't sells good clothings anymore... =( But this bugger still post there for a shot... Rawks!

There was this Post X'mas Sales at ALDO boutique (wisma)....

So WeiHao asked for a pair! Waiting anxiously for his size...

And he got it at $209! Brand conscious fellow!

Another with ALDO shoes fetish!!!

WeiHao and Guoliang, one acting cool, e other with his sexy lips.. Haha

Junyu and I after appetizers

4EVA acting cool la! Hahah.. My Burgie!

This is real funny! He was doing the 5 Shots in 1 GO! And this one looks like DaoXian!

A Caffeine Addict! Got a cuppa even thou my stomach has reached the brim!

Hmmm, a candid shot from a camera whore!

Xing Guang Da Dao... Bye!

PeAcEfuL cHrIsTmAs

Have a peaceful Christmas, lots of unexpected events comprised it all. Wasn't sad, but somehow disappointed bah... Perhaps I expected more of it la, but the spirit is still there though... =) So my Christmas still rawks, alrite?!

First of all, as planned, I went for a buffet feast with Hua and guys... Enjoyed it, and I got a Addidas perfume from Paul during the exchange... None of us bought camera to take down the celebration as my brother took mine for his celebration... *sianz*

But shortly thereafter, Hua said we were be meeting Darren and guys... *delighted* As we joined the group, Irene and HongKiat left us for sec school friends X'mas gathering... Was quite upset about it... *sad*

Darren and guys went for chilling out at Lash... When reached, Hua left us for good as she still haven't packed her bag for Taiwan and the other guys, Kris, KokGuan and Paul doesn't want to join the group as they found them unfamiliar... Darren's group comprised of all sec friends except Alo, SL and WF... So the four of us sat on another table and spent the last minute of Christmas Eve with a cup Cranberry Rum, Tequila Sprite and Kilnenny Beer... *peaceful*

As I called Ivy to send my greetings, it happened so that they are at Raffles Place TCC, so we, the four gay buddies, decided to give them a visit.. Was surprised to see them all... Evelyn, Ivy, ChienChi, XiuHua, CiJi, KumSiong, Shihui and Daniel... Sat and chat with them for awhile before heading to Bugis for supper... Have a nice long chat with Eve, Kris and ChienChi at the coffeeshop before going home with KokGuan...

So my Christmas was spent unexpectedly... HaiZ... May New Year Eve turned out to be flawless... *hopeful* Only managed to take down photos at the last event with Eve's and guys only... =)

Getting Ready for X'mas...

"Ivy Lee", "Da Wei Wang" and myself

Princess Eve with her new haircut

Poly Year 1 Cliques

Trying out the new function of Eve's cam. Capturing only brown!

Us Again

Brother and I

Yandao Kris and I

Moving On

Dearest Ones,

MeRRy ChristMas!!!
May Ur Day filled with
Love, Care and Happiness...

Love,
Shawn

Christmas arriving soon with the humming of carols... A year of thoughts and feelings... Lots of changes in friends' lives, family, and own feelings... Somewhere here last year, I was still emotinally unstable... Can't really accept the fact that I have entered army and still on the pathway of getting over her...

Now, I still got a year to finished my "jail term"... And towards her, I'm sincerely moving on... Thanks to those concern I received over the year... At least now, I won't be afaid to see her during outings, we have become good friends over the issue... Or rather we are always good friends, just that I used to have a physiological barrier towards her... *Laughs*

So upon here, I wished that all my friends who are deeply in love, will still be in the same "shit" for the next coming year... And for those heartbroken ones, is time to move on... Kris, Hua, BL, Eugene, JieXiang and Brother KG... Cheer up!

Looking Forward...

Went to Audrey's pink party on Sat... Enjoyable! This was the first time I saw Audrey Wang Shimei, who is a hardcore chiongster, got high! Well all thanks to the sabotage game session with the evil ones.. =) Nice job!

Looking forward to the festive season... Will be having alot of feasts!! Feeling estatic now...

1. First of all, a Christmas Eve Dinner with Kris and guys at Pariz. Good gourmet, good cliques, wonderful night for sureZ.

2. Next, Birthday Dinner with JunYu and guys on the 26th at Goodwood Park Hotel or The Oriental... Life have never been great without this fellows around!

3. And defintely, a to-be-confirmed dinner feast with the usual group for our ChristmaS Exchange! Hee... It been 4 years with the guys, still remebering the GL days... Those laughters and jokes! Haha..

4. But yet, there're more to come!! New Year Eve Celebration... Dad's Birthday... Chinese New Year...

HaiZ, my pocket would be empty too by the end of everything... Haha, but... who cares? Gonna just enjoy this festive! =)

Shawn Tay - Excited about the new year...

不屑纪念

歌手：吴克群 专辑：大顽家

不屑纪念

十月十八我生日这一天
蜡烛熄灭后浮现你的脸
你说祝我生日快乐
但还有话挂在嘴边
你说你身边多了一个他
之后伤人的话你不想讲
你说你会怀念或纪念
谢谢你我该说声感谢
我不屑纪念这一天我们分别
我不屑怀念你的嘴喊着抱歉
我后来发现你的侧脸
只是我脑子里面的一点残缺
一点残缺
但还有话你挂在嘴边
我不屑怀念你的脸欲止又言
忘了说抱歉的是我才对

Shawn Tay - Another great song...

Shopping With Mum!

Went shopping with Mum and Dad at Parkway Parade last sat for Christmas and the new year before fetching brother who came back from a 18 days trip to Japan (envy!)...

Since most of my boxers have been torn, and receiving enough nags from Mum, we decided to get 3 more for the new year. Being the "a good glance, take it, and leave" sort of shoppers, I looked through the undergarments section of TopShop and grabbed a box of 3 x Black boxers from the shelves and passed it to Mum to do the payment as I proceeded to look at the Autumn/Winter clothing designs of TopMan.

The moment I reached home, I got a shock! Never did I knew that Mum had actually took out the pair of plain black boxers and changed it with a pink one! A pinkish pinko!

Me: "Mummy, why my boxers become pink!!!"
Mum: "Aiyoh, all black not nice mah, I like my boys in red for CNY!"
Me: "Hello, Auntie, but this is pink leh! Somemore wear inside nobody see!!!"
Mum: "Pink is nice mah! I like pink. Somemore u say liao, wear inside no one see..."
Me: -_-" You can't except me to wear that in camp bah! Ppl will laugh"
Mum: "Wear at home lo, during New Year Eve!"
Me: "Don't worry, I will wear a RED thongs on Chu Yi (first day of CNY)!"
Mum: *gigglish laughs* "Okie, u say one huh!"
Me: -_-"

Oh yeah, and here's a message to WeiLi:

Congrats upon finding your true love.
Accept the things
To which fate binds you;
Love the people
With whom fate brings you;
But do so with all your heart.
Paradise is always where love dwells.
GoodLuck! =)

Shawn Tay - With a pinko in his cupboard!

天灰

歌曲：天灰

歌手：SHE 专辑：不想长大

如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

Shawn Tay - New song by S.H.E. Touches my heart, nice melody...

Burnt!

Loan a book from Jurong Regional Library. "The Burn Journals" by Brent Runyon. Like his way of writing. Casual yet rebellious, short sentences used yet straight into details.

The guy who stole the handphone will be sentenced to 10 days DB (army jail) for theft and didn't declared his sexuality. Sad for him... HaiZ... Heard that he was manipulated by his "boyfriend" who only find him for sex and money... Agrhhh... Gay world?! Yucks!

Shawn Tay - I wanna get sunburnt! Gonna get another swim tomo..

Resting Week

POP finished in the twinkle of an eye... Finally can have a short break until next Wednesday before the training continues... Meeting Kris and Irene later for a short swim, as well as Hua for dinner. =)

Before that got to go back to camp for an interview with the Investigation Officer. -_-" Caught a recruit stealing handphone, and my OC decided to put him behind the bars! I felt a little guilty, but I guess I did the right thing...

Shawn Tay - Gonna enjoy the week ahead!

Wine, Beer, Girls, Steak, Trees, Nature

A weekend well spent. Comprised of both urban and rural types of fun. Friday clubbing session at ChinaBlack (NBS bash) with JunYu, GuoLiang and WeiHao was an interesting trial. There was so many first times. First time Hao asked us to club; first time GL drank "waterfall" with me; first time Jun got to know a girl; first time I saw "K" who sat besides Hao. Ahem, she's cute la... =)

I slept through the lazy Saturday morning before going to Jack's Place for a tenderloin steak with MuM and DaD... Event followed thereafter was shopping at Raffles Shopping Centre before meeting up the usual group for beer session at Brewerks and supper at Mustafa. The hair wig and sex appeal perfume are definetely exclusive... Great LaUgH aLoUd SeSsIoNs, yeah?

Sunny Sunday at Pulau Ubin was enjoyable. Finally managed to find Chek Jawa, only to discover is high tide... Accidentally brushed through some tree branches, with a few scars on my right arm and one on my face now... SobZ... Netherless, it was still a great day with nature... =)

Shawn Tay - Monday Monday Monday, Arghhh!!!

Bumpy Ride Home

Two COS duties in a week can be a killer...Not physical torturing, but mentally. Decided to take off today and tomo.

I hailed a taxi after I handed over the duty to the next COS, intending to sleep all the way home. Was suprised that the taxi driver was a female!!! "Cool!", I told myself and closed my eyes... Only to discover I made a mistake seconds later...

She was jerking the cabbie everytime she changed the GEARS!!! From gear 1 to 2, 2 to 3, 3 to 4 and even 4 to 5 too! WTF! And she managed to have two emergency brakes at a zebra crossing and ten-cross junction respectively. -_-"

I simply couldn't understand how she got her taxi license... Anyway, I'm home safe and sound la, only anxiety and angst fulled my mind... Just like taking a roller coaster...

Note: I'm not implying that girls are bad drivers, nor trying to be a MCP. In fact, I know a few good female drivers like my sister and some old school mates... But definetely not the taxi auntie...


Shawn Tay - Gotta a free roller coaster ride...