SunDay Awaits MonDay

Ever since I enlisted in army,
I have made it a point to stay at home on every sunday.
And would try to turn down any offers;
To great chilling out sessions and retail therapy.

Staying at home makes me happy.
Basking under the lazy Sunday Sun,
With saliva drooling breakfast awaits,
I know I will smileZ for the rest of the day.

Mummy's and Daddy's presence,
Make me felt loved once again,
Thou I'm a 21 years old man to be,
They still doted me like a old school kid. *laughs*

However, as Sunday passed,
Monday arrived and took away everything.
Blue. Ugly blue. Sickening blue.
The first day of the brand new week arrives.

That's when life becomes sad again,
Coz, is back to camp days!
Everything would be the same again,
Work, politics, irritating ppl. Fcuk them!

Shawn Tay - And to add on: Got duty on Tuesday (Deepavali!!!)... Arghhh

My Virgin Try

Junyu and I took off on the same day. At first, we planned to go a for swim before heading towards town for some "retail therapy" and dinner with GuoLiang. He planned to get a pair of berms, and I hoped to get a book and on a pair of surf shorts that I have been eyeing on for a long time. However, it was raining heavily, so we both slept till 1300hrs in the noon. *laughs*

Then, we became too "lazy" to go shopping, and decided to hop into some relaxation activities. Spa came into my thought, but it was over budget, morever it won't be as fun without GuoLiang and WeiHao around. So a massage session seems to be an alternative.

We went Chinatown instead, hoping to search for some good massage centres. However, to our dismay, we discovered that 9.5 out of the 10 massage centres provide prostitution services! *HELLO! We are just two army guys searching for relaxation! Not looking for sex or some unprofessional massage that could crack our bones! Arghhh*

We ended up walking towards Tanjong Pagar before bypassing this shop with a banner that reads:"90 MinsFull Body Massage For $56 - Thai Massage, Japan Reflexology and more". I peeped through the windows panel, and found that the masseurs were aunties. Junyu and I entered the shop on tenterhooks, thinking that the aunties won't sell their body, would they?!

And YES, they were not. In fact, there were some female customers in the shop too... And the 90 mins massage session was outstanding, a great experience... Junyu even fall alsleep in between...

We even found a low budget spa outlet (http://www.simplyspa.com.sg/) on our way to meet GuoLiang for dinner at Marina Square. *laughs* And we planned to visit it with the other two next month... Hee hee.. Headed for a chill out session at C.A.N.S cafe thereafter... It was indeed a relaxing Off day...

So on 26th Oct 2005, I did it... My virgin try... Hee hee...

Shawn Tay - Putting hands together, waiting for next month

Be YoUr AnGeL...

A boy love this girl but the girl don't love him back. One day the boy got sick and was about to die. Then the girl asked, "Why are you leaving me?" Then the boy answered, "So I can be your angel and love you forever..."

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them?

I've have been living in this dilemma for like...

1 year 3 months?!

*Laughs*

And now, I choose to be her angel...

Blessed her with joy and happiness...

And love her till the end of world...

In another way, of coz...

By being her Angel

Her guardian...

*Laughs*

Shawn Tay - Giving up... By being her angel...

Justin turning One...

A busy weekend.

Celebrated Alex's birthday on Saturday... The dinner was good, the chilling out session was great...

Was dragged out of bed by Mum this morning, before heading towards Ah Ma's house. Cause is Justin's first birthday. Justin was the next baby after me in our generation... I thought I was the last, not until he "popped" out a year ago... Haha, an age gap of twenty years! *Laughs*

Anyway, it was a nice family gathering with the usual gossips and updates of lives. And as usual, I was asked about my love life, lalalala...

My CoNvErSaTiOn WitH tHeM:
(translate from chinese)

Auntie 1: Boy ah, where's your gf?
Shawn: Dun have leh... Hee hee!
Uncle 1: SureZ anot? Too picky liao ah?!
Auntie 2: Cannot be picky la, 21 liao leh!
Shawn: Haha, no la... Cannot find leh!
Ah Ma: HaiZ, ShiJie changed gf again leh...
Shawn: Issit? Nobody want me leh, haha!
Ah Ma: Faster bring one let Ah Ma see...
Shawn: Hee hee...
Auntie 1: Don't get a bf instead can liao la!
Mum: Yah lo! Yah loh!
Shawn: Hee hee! I go toilet... *FCUK*!

Decided to play with the kids instead... Justin, Bryan, Chermaine... Great kids make me smile through the heart... *Love them!*

Shawn Tay - Should have took up Dip in Early Childhood Education four years ago!

On the way to Ah Ma's house...

Baby Justin drinking water...

Baby Justin's Birthday Cake! Cute!

Bryan with his chocolate!

Chermaine gets happy with cakes!

Bryan with his little uncle...

Baby Justin in my hands!

Baby Justin waiting to eat his cake.

Baby Justin thinking of someone?! (Ans: Mummy)

Baby Justin in his craddle.

More Than Anything

If she was only part of my journal entries,
I would have throw away everything that I wrote about her.

If she was only a normal girl in my album books,
I would have throw away all the photographs I took with her.

If she was a stranger on the street,
I would just walked past her,
Thinking that I just saw a beautiful lady. That's all.

But, she's definitely more than a journal entry,
A photograph or passer-by;
She is someone who is left intact in my memories.

Yet to her, I might just be a friend, a nobody or even a pest;
A blur image in the memories of hers, or even not at all.

He and I landed up in the same miserable state a year ago.
Now, he had moved on, why shouldn't I?

Cause, I don't fall in love easily,
Cause, I'm dumb and stupid...

Shawn Tay - You were my favorite mistake.

Dream

"The weirdest thing happened this morning; I woke up with tears in my eyes, one rolling down my cheek... And I knew I must have been dreaming of her again."

Hidden feelings of the heart,

Rushed to the brain once again.

The immediate response was,

E same old tears I once shed.

I missed her today.

Shawn Tay - Don't want to wake up..

Driving Tests

It was yet another attempt...

This time round...

I decided to wear my nerdy specs instead of contact lenses...

I was in a piece of "good boy" T-Shirt (MeiHua, is orange!)...

I chose an afternoon time slot instead of the morning ones...

And I bought along Mum's amulet, MeiHua's lucky coins and a special ring from someone...

Then, I passed... Haha

And next, I'm going to learn yatch...

Shawn Tay - With a temp driving license in his wallet

Wanna watch this movie this weekend? Hee hee, nice song...

Grand Dame of Clubs - ZOUK

TO ALL FELLOW CLUBBERS:

I'M IN CLUBBING MOOD TODAY!!!

ZOUK OPENING on 20th OCT 2005!!!

LET'S HEAD DOWN...

Shawn Tay - Lost in the ecstasy of clubbing...

知足

与好友聊天, 感叹人生的无可奈何。
想把《知足》这首歌点给他,
也点给自己。。。

喜欢这首歌的歌词和旋律。
勉强擁有, 不一定幸褔。
学会放手, 才能看到属于自己的一道彩虹。
知足的快樂, 叫我忍受心痛。。。

放手。

詞：阿信
曲：阿信

怎麼去擁有 一道彩虹
怎麼去擁抱 一夏天的風
天上的星星 笑地上的人
總是不能懂 不能覺得足夠

如果我愛上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂 不是為我 會不會放手 其實才是擁有

當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭 才發現 笑著哭 最痛

那天你和我 那個山丘 那樣的唱著 那一年的歌
那樣的回憶 那麼足夠 足夠我天天 都品嚐著寂寞

當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭 才發現 笑著哭 最痛

如果我愛上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂 不是為我 會不會放手 其實才是擁有

知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛

伟贤- 学会放手, 知足了!