I'm alone

For 15 years of studies, including the two years in kindergarden, today is the first day I felt so alone. I got no one besides me to talk to when attending the seminar talk, and is just not me to sit alone, quiet, listen to lectures. All the JC kids mingled and gathered around in their respective JCs. I saw one campmate and he introduced me to his Hwa Chong JC friends, and there was like 15 of them!! The camp onseekers remained in their OG groups (identity: FOS camp tees), and not forgetting those REAL science geeks that won't even know my existence. I felt worst when looking around, and remembering the camp days that I used to attend in the poly years. I am definitely more then just devastated to miss it out. And probably dued to that, I can't be a camp leader next year, cause I would have not know any seniors (as yet). ARMY to blame! Anyway, this whole seminar is tailored for JC kids, not for a poly baddie like me, so I decided to leave halfway to do my utra late medical check up even before Dean's arrival. Looking at the good side, I managed to spot some poly students during the QnA sessions. All thanks for the "informative" contents in the talk that they provided poly students with. It left us hanging in the air! The culture shock has began.

ShawnTay - Let me win the ballot for the 2nd Orientation camp please. God bless.