Fighting Against Myself

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Ever I climbed over the mountain top,
A paradise I would see.
With clouds flowing around;
In the quiteness of the surroundings.

Ever I dived and reached the pit of the ocean,
A dark hole I would see.
With endangered water creatures discovered;
In the darkness of the bottomless pit.

Ever I met an obstacle in the journey of life,
A new challenge I would see.
With determination I fight to conquer;
In a new stage of life with something achieved.

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My EQ dropped these days. I lost my temper once to Junyu and another few times in camp. It's so unlike me to bring emotional problems to work, especially throwing tantrums to Mike, Bernard, Adam and guys. I'm so unbalanced these days that I don't even know who am I, and how to dealt with myself. I know I'm facing an obstacle in life. I had faced it before, solved it, but it all came back to me like a cycle. But right now, I can't even figured out what is the obstacle. I just hope I can figure it out real soon and back to my normal self. I need to be alone again for a duration. Might be a day, a week, or even more. I don't know. But I'm fighting it.

.............................. ShawnTay - The Fighter ..............................