BaDDie

I am a bastard. Though I'm still on MC, be it due to some workload I didn't do, or the promise I set with my friends there, I decided to stay at home for good instead of heading back to camp as promised. So turned out, Mike and Bernard got to do my work, and I emptied my promise. I still couldn't find the answer I want, despite long hours of sleep. I still can't be happy, even thou I got to when I go back to camp tomorrow. I lost my temper a couple of times there, and it seems like Mike, Bernard, Adam and guys are good enough to dissolve them. They are never the key factors for my lost of temper. It's just me, my own rage of fire, my own feelings towards myself. Perhaps a long rest is good, as I yet to find the answer to answer myself.

ShawnTay - There are still nice ppl around like Mike and Bern, but not me.