Not So Simple

My "paranoidism" level went up to another level due to a phone call with Jun moments ago. I'm not blaming him. He's perhaps one of those guys who I can share joy and sorrows with. Not the one to discuss about pathways in life...

Is not as simple as what he said. "Wanted to go? Just go! U been talking about it for one year! Six months ago said wanted to go, six months later said don't want to go!"

Sounds like I'm making him irritated?! Oh jolly well he can minus away all those suggestions I gave him about NIE, physiotherapy and stuffs... I just need a piece of suggestion, not sarcasm.

I'm scared inside out. Is a major decision. Going overseas to study is what I've been dreaming on since a young kid, after my dream of being a doctor tarnished! And yet, I'm giving it up a for a new meaning of life...

Giving up a certificate to cells and pipette tips for a cafe... Is it worthwhile?

Shawn Tay - It's definetely not as simple as what he said...