Mind or Don't Mind?

Yesterday, I went out with Junyu and GuoLiang.
We planned to have dinner at Fish & Co. before heading for a movie.
Out of all sudden, in the middle of our dinner session,
GuoLiang asked, "Do you mind having movie with us and not with e gal?"
I was stunned but replied, "I don't mind."

Into the movie, during the advertisement session,
Out of no where, perhaps due to boredom,
Junyu asked, "If she appears with another guy and sits right besides you, will you mind?"
I was irritated but replied, "I don't mind."

- End of Saturday -

Today, I went out with some other friends.

XXX XXX, a buddy of mine joined us.

I was happy.

As we had our drinks in a drink stall at Fareast Plaza,

XXX XXX said he had asked e gal to join him for an event.

XXXX looked at me with the wierdest facial expression.

I interpreted his meaning and replied, "I don't mind."

As we walked our way to the ATM,

XXXX wasn't satisfied with the answer, and XXXXX joined him.

XXXXX tapped on my shoulder and asked, "You really don't mind? I thought u will mind!"

I was amused and replied, "I really don't mind."

Guess XXX XXX heard our whisphering,

He came onto me, and said, "Don't worry, you know me, she's not my type! And u know my story?!"

I said, "I understand, anyway I shouldn't have mind! She's not mine!"

If she's really mine, I most probably would still replied, "I don't mind."

XXXX was disappointed with the answer.

XXXXX don't believed what I said.

But deep insides me,

I really don't mind.

As we went our separate ways,

XXXXX was very concerned.

She called me right after I left,

And she demanded, "Tell me the truth, do you mind?"

I was irritated,

I was annoyed.

I replied, "I really don't mind. Do you want me to say I mind, then you will be happy?!"

She said sorry.

She asked, "Why I don't mind?"

Out of rage, I replied, "Why should I mind? Anyway, she and XXX XXX are good friends!"

She didn't gave up and asked, "If it wasn't XXX XXX, will you mind? Or if she and XXX XXX got together, will you mind?"

Out of real anger, I replied, "Why should I mind? I will be happy for them if that's the case!"

Putting down e phone,

I was contradicted by their asking.

Do I really don't mind?

Or am I just forcing myself not to mind?

I remembered what KL said.

"You shouldn't let someone who doesn't belongs to you drag on your life!"

I smiled to myself, and smsed XXXXX.

I said, "Anyway, I don't have the right to mind, do I?"

XXXXX replied immediately.

She said, "Sorry for making you feel so, but I really hope you can untie the knot soon!"

I smiled but didn't reply back... I was thinking...

I guessed I have already untied the knot in my heart...

- End of Sunday -

To XXX XXX,

Enjoy the event, is good you asked her... She's a beautiful girl to show others! =) And best wishes for your own love life... Is time to forget... Good luck!

To GuoLiang and Junyu,

Thanks for ur rubbish and nonsense! If I'm your joker, I'm happy to be one! Provided you guys pay me entertainment fees...

To XXXXX and XXXX,

Thanks for your over concern. I'm not in love now. If I am, you will be the first to know, alright?! Friends 4 Ever!

To e gal,

Enjoy the event and take good care of yourself! Is getting hotter these days, drink more water! We will be good friends one day... And cheer up! I sort of know your story too... =) I hope this doesn't make you irritated! :P

- End of Messages -

I guess this is a stupid blog entry... But this stupid story really happens to me... Haha! Mind? Don't mind? I guess I have better self control these days... I'm not a paranoid individual, I suppose?