A Counselling Session

Drinking a bottle of Yakult, I lay on my bed as I begin with this new entry, trying to digest the food I ate this morning before taking a nap...

Today I woke up VERY early... Aloysius called me at 7.11am, followed by Fiona at 7.37am and MeiHua at 7.39am... Argrhhh, I dragged myself to the bathroom for a wash up, and headed right to Jurong to meet them before going Tiong Bahru Market for breakfast... As usual I was late :-p

SiewLing met up with us as we chatted our way to the market... We had our first round that includes of "sui kueh", "siew mai", "chee cheong fun", "yam cake", fried carrot cake, soya bean milk, "black white" and water chestnut drink... Audrey and PohLian joined us thereafter as we headed for our second round... This time round, we had "lor mee", "you tiao", braised duck rice, "beancurd" on our list... Hee.. Anyway this entry wasn't about the breakfast... Is actually a thank you message for Kuai Lan (his real name is Kok Leong though), a great dude I knew thru army...

I'm always bothered with stuffs... E usual ones... Conflicts with brother, army politics, and love problem... I told him one by one the problems that I'm been living with these days and I was sort of surprised by his comments and suggestions, some of e comments that he gave was really really useful... Esp the latter... About love... He helped me to remove a stubborn "strain" that I left on my heart almost a year ago... I could not said she is totally gone now... But at least now, I'm putting in extra effort to remove her from my thoughts and mind... He told me,"U can't just let someone who does not belong to you drag on ur life!"

Yah, he scolded me, typical "kuai lan"! :-( True... She doesn't belongs to me, so why drag on?! Life gonna continues as it is... There's no point escaping from her, or trying to get her out of my social life... She's one hell a good friend to keep, and definetely someone with good characters... That's why I used to fall in love with her mah!? Dub dub... BUT, we weren't meant for one another... that's why she rejected me, isnt it?! But she still a friend , a good friend.... :) So I'm keeping her... In another form... Thanks KL! It was really a turning point for me after chatting with u yesterday... And now his words had became my MSN nick, to remind myself SHE'S NOT MINE (!) whenever I think about her again... Wish me luck! :P